it’s amazing to me how many of my cigarettes have disappeared amongst friends, willingly lent out of course when we’re hanging out… but when i need a pack, or even just a couple cigarettes because my body is having a fucking MAJOR NICOTINE MELTDOWN WITHDRAWAL CRISIS, no one seems to have the money or the cigarette to spare. fuck helping people out anymore. at least if i didn’t have money i at least offered a damn cigarette.
so. fucking. angry. right. now.
